Whatever path your passion leads you will be one with trials. You will second guess yourself, but it’s up to you if you decide to turn back or not. If you want to truly live then keep going even if you decide to walk another path. Keep moving forward never take a step down or back.
Having a passion at times may seem cruel as the path you truly want to take will be difficult. So we opt for a more stable path even if it doesn’t truly lead to our happiness.
When I die, I want people to say he was someone who truly lived. If you think about it, there are many people in your life that chose the easy path. So its understandable if you go down that path. If you ask them I bet almost all of them regret the choice.
Take your time and find the right path for you,