Looking up while walking to Japantown from my hotel. I noticed that my fear of tall buildings has died down a lot. I wanted to capture this shot as I like to practice doing shots like this and I can do anywhere there is a tall building.
Decided to stay at my current workplace as I have ttransfered to a new area and got a raise. I had an offer from another retail place but I turned it down because I know I will hate it. I’m not going to rush it, I will continue to work at my current workplace until I find a job that I think that I will like or I can become a full time freelancer.
Took this while walking to the Japanese Tea Garden and was waiting for the crosswalk. I’ll post the over photos, in the upcoming posts. This kind of shot is something I don’t normally do but my confidence as a photographer is growing.
I’m spending my free time exploring my options in my career as well as studying and trying new things. Yesterday, I went rock climbing with my friends for the first time since I was a little kid. It was a fun experience, although due to my weight and a cut on my finger I wasn’t too successful at it, however, I plan to go back as I did have fun.
I’m finding some success with my weight loss and writing but nothing much. I will continue to try to improve and better myself and thus my life.
I took a shot of this church once I decided to test out my new filter and lens. I took a few dozen shots until I realized that I switched the wrong button on and the camera wouldn’t focus. It was a brain fart moment that I fully accept. I would like to go back to this place and capture it again as I understand my camera better. I shared a shot of this church before on a different post that was in color. I like how this is not 100% straight and that my eyes are drawn to the detail in the doors and the space above the doors. I actually think I have decent leading lines in this shot.
I’m learning to critique my photos more while editing them. Which is another skill that I am working on.
Watched the film “The Professor” which is a decent film. The most important thing I got out of it was I have to make a new path for myself as the one I am on isn’t truly working. I am not making any true progress and battle depressing thoughts at night and when I am at my job. The lead would go on to say that 98% of people simply conform to society and simply live without living. I want to be in the 2% and I won’t settle for less. We don’t know when we will die so I plan to live well so I can die well.
Loved exploring the city and cant wait to go back. I hope to capture this place again but with more of the sky. I can see that my photography and decisions are getting better.
I have to act more than I do research but it is truly frightening. We are more powerful than we could ever imagine and we fear that. But I cant do that if I want to truly live. I’m going to shake things up but I will plan with others to do just that.
Another shot I took in San Francisco as I was walking to the bus station across town. I would go back and fix the lower half of the photo to make it a little lighter. I like the design of the building which kind of helps me practice rhythm. I didn’t think about that when I was taking the shot, I simply took it because I wanted to capture it the best that I could.
I find that I understand the principles of photography and composition to an extent but I am not the best at explaining them in detail. I learn best from trial and error and doing something physical while learning.
It’s all about the simple decisions that you make everyday.
Was walking to Japantown when I captured this shot. I was practicing with my new filters and lens. I think I did a good job but I hope to continue to learn and improve as a photographer and writer.
I actually have a fear of heights. I hate looking up at tall buildings (10 floors and higher). I always think they are going to fall over. However, my fear of heights has improved. I don’t know if its getting better with age or if it is something else. Anyway, this shot shows some improvement in my condition.
Things are clicking but I need to do more. I’ll be spending a good amount of money tomorrow to invest into myself. I am focusing on health and career at the moment. Showing improvements in a few areas but I didn’t sleep last night so it was hard to focus so I took the rest of the day to basically recover.
My friend kindly pours a cup of green tea for me as I take photos. It was starting to sprinkle as I took this so I couldn’t take too many shots. I really like how the water flows and all the little details in the shot. This was before we ate the Japanese sweets at the Japanese Tea Garden. I think I did a good job with composing the shot. Although, I may go back and crop the right side a little bit as I notice a little bit of a napkin appearing at the bottom right side. It’s nothing big but it irks me a bit.
Those hands belong to my friend, M, who became my friend two years ago after we took a tennis class together. He is my first real friend, he was kind enough to go to San Francisco with me twice and most likely a third time in August. It was thanks to him that my sense of humor has improved and its thanks to him that I’m not a total recluse. So I’m grateful to him.
I talk about how negative I feel about my current job but I obtained three friends. My friend, R, taught me how to ride a motorcycle and has spent a great deal of time with me outside of work. I introduced him to M and the two became friends as well. R did accompany us to San Francisco the first time. Hopefully, all three of us can go again. Shay is a recent friend of mine, who bonded with me over basketball. She is an older sister type that helps me out at work. Lastly, there’s TB who bonded with me after I asked him if he liked anime. I go over to his house often to eat dinner with his family and play video games.
Two to three years ago I decided to be more social which sparked my friendship with M which helped me be more outgoing. So I understand how to see small improvements and fully commit to something that terrifies me. My pursuit of increasing my social life has vastly improved. I’ve failure a lot but I am happy with where I am in my social life. It’s one aspect of my life that I don’t really need to improve besides maybe getting a girlfriend.
I failed a bit today but in failure I found some success. I was able to add a little more to my routine. I still haven’t launched my side hustles, I still have to do research and make a plan. I plan to do it tomorrow on my lunch break. Besides that, I really working on exercising, recovering, and shortening my after work nap. Once I can cut down on the naps, I will have a lot more time on my hands. I might be going on a motorcycle trip tomorrow so I will have to kind of cram things I want to do while I am at work. It will be a struggle, but it’s totally worth it.
So hopefully, I can make some results tomorrow. I’m not expecting to do everything but I expect to give my all to everything that I can find time for tomorrow.